For all its worth

For the past few years my heart has taken a long hiatus with regards to love and relationships. People around me has been joking about me growing old alone, but then I proved them wrong. Not until I came here to winter wonderland.

The common dilemmas that women in my own perspective has is with having to deal with pain. Yes, I said it right. I was scared to commit, scared to get hurt, to feel the pain. Who else in the world would want to have pain? It's as if committing is inflicting pain in yourself. That was what I believed in before not until he proved me wrong. He came along in a very unexpected time. He showed me what love is and taught me that love and friendship can go together. He is not just my man, he is my best friend, my shoulder to lean on, my peanut butter to my jelly, the sun that shines every morning. I used to question if I deserve someone as good as him but I guess I just have to enjoy every waking moment of it. Everybody deserves somebody who makes them look forward to tomorrow. I love you, lover boy. Thank you for letting me see the other side of love.

<3 Let's make this work.